I can't even tell you how good that was to read. Thank you. I have myself so convinced things are not going to work out..I'm not enjoying myself or this baby even a little bit. No quality time. That can't be good. And, if this pregnancy is successful...it is my last. I hate that I could spend my last pregnancy like this. And, like you said, if God forbid something happens, then I'll deal...but enjoy and be optimistic at this point. I guess it's just a protective mode...not allowing myself to become overly attached or optimistic after what i've been through...twice. I know you can relate. My tests have been mixed...and obvioulsy it's been "safer" to think the worse...not setting myself up to really believe that this baby is going to join our family. It felt really good to hear what you had to say about my number (9000). I think I did needed that. I hope to have some answers tomorrow, good or bad. The thing that bothers me the most is with both of my last pregnancies (miscarriages) I had an u/s at this point and they told me all was fine.... I'll keep you posted and thank you again, more than I can say. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers! THANK YOU.
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