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Update! We were able to make a slight change in our insurance which opened us up to more Drs. As it turns out, my Dr. that delivered my 5 yr old is now available to us. I have an appointment with him tomorrow at 9:30. I feel so much better knowing I will be going to a Dr. who shows compassion to his patients. I’m still bleeding and cramped quite a bit earlier today but have had no cramping since around 4:00pm. As I was cramping I could feel pressure like I needed to push. This was the first physical sign (other then the bleeding) that my body seems to be fighting the pregnancy. Even though I want desperately not to believe that I am going to lose my baby I physically felt like it was pulling away. I’m so sad and this all seems so surreal. I’ve only known that I was pregnant for a week and a half but my heart is just so heavy. I just can not comprehend the loss a parent must feel when they lose a child they have raised. I will let everyone know what happens tomorrow and I appreciate so much having this website so that I have a means to communicate with others who understand what my husband and I are going through. Tara-T, thanks so much for all of your advice. My husband and I are definitely not going to make any hasty decisions. I never want to look back at this time and think we could have done something different. Zel, please keep us posted. I’ll be on my knees tonight saying a prayer for us all!

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