Oh Jamie, I am so sorry to hear the bad news. It is such an emotional hurdle to deal with. You are definetly not alone. We lost our baby two weeks ago, due to an eptopic. It is something that even though your body may be physically fine, your heart has a hard time coming to terms with it. It was our first pregnancy too, and we were so excited! A friend of mine who has had a miscarriage a few years ago gave me some wisdom. Now that she has her son, she often thinks that if she had not had her first miscarriage then Ean wouldn't be here. I keep thinking that way...when I do finally have my son or daughter, this period of time won't hurt so much. Keep trying...the soul that was ment for your family will eventually come through! Good Luck!
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