Quick update on me. I have bad news. M...

Sandra - January 31st, 2005 11:27 AM
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Quick update on me. I have bad news. My HCG levels are going down which means my pregnancy is going to terminate. I am now weeks, but the fetus looks 6 weeks. They will be doing another u/s on this Thursday. Most likely we will be able to do a D&C this weekend. I am not quite sure how to feel since I have not been through a miscarriage before. I feel sad one minute, the next I feel numb, then angry, then numb, then sad. My husband is having a hard time too. I just don't know what to say to him either. It is all so strange to know that the baby I carry is not surviving. I think the hardest part was seeing the heart beating so strong and knowing it is a matter of time before it stops. I wish you all the best!


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