Ok, now I'm really confused, what I tho...

from tina - August 23rd, 2005 3:52 PM
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Ok, now I'm really confused, what I thought was the tissue from the fetal sac was only a blood clot, there has been very slight bleeding, and the ultrasound showed a gestational sac slightly smaller than last week. Nothing else. The blood test won't be back until tomorrow, so i guess I don't have a definite answer until tomorrow, although my heart knows what has happened, my mind doesn't want to give up. I want to justify and try to come up with reasons why this may not be a miscarriage. Teigan, I agree with you, sometimes it seems so unfair that others get so many babies when they don't truly want them, not as much as some of us do. But I do know in my heart of hearts that God has a plan, even if we don't know what that plan is, I do know too that you don't believe in God, which is fine, we're all entitled to our own feelings and beliefs! SOmetimes I wonder why he's punishing me so much. I have good days and bad days, today is a horrible day, even though I'm excited to know that I CAN get pregnant, which wasn't even in my mind months ago! Sorry to rant and rave and rattle on. I'll post my hcg level when the dr. office calls tomorrow! Thanks again for the kind thougts and words!

Tina


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