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In May, I had a D&c after 8 weeks of pregnancy due to a blighted ovum. My husband and I are newlyweds and trying to get pregnant. Well, with that pregnancy, it only took one attempt to get pregnant. Happily, it took only one time to get pregnant again this month. Sadly, though. I was a week late, had a + HPT, then got my period. I went to the Dr. and had 2 blood tests. The first showed hcg at 12 then 14 (two days later). Dr.'s want me to take another. I thought I had already miscarried it and figured I could TTC again. If its still there, though, who knows how long it will take to come out. This is very difficult for my husband and I and very hard on our relationship. This is a crazy rollercoaster after another and I hate the waiting between tests---its torture. If its going to end, I just wish I could know immediately and not have to play the waiting game. I so want a baby just like all of you, but I'm scared that maybe I'll never be normal. It saddens me to think I will never be able to habe a baby. Its nice to know I'm not the only one going crazy over all this. People tell me to not worry, or next time just don't do a HPT, or that I just obess over it. I hate their comments. I just really want this. I hope to one day be holding my healthy baby in my arms. I'll be praying for you all to have healthy babies soon.

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