Just Lost My Baby

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fara - May 10

i had a miscarriage 1/12/05 @ 14weeks.. i was so happi cos i got pregnant again in march 06..however i started bleeding on 28th april 06 ..i was only 5 weeks pregnant..we cud still see the sac n tiny dot inside till the 2/05/06,the gynae removed the rest of the tissue. i have no more tears left to cry..but i am hoping i will have the strength to try again..i am terrified of losing another baby..

 

CyndiG - May 10

Fara, I am so sorry! I'll cry a few tears for you! I miscarried in October last year and I know what you mean about no more tears to cry! It's the worst feeling in the world! And I think one of the worst things is nobody wants to talk about it with you. I think they think it will make you sadder, but really it feels better to talk about it! A few months after I lost the baby, I had this thought, and I know it was from Jesus. I thought that, I hope and pray that I will be an old lady when I die, and my children will be grown, and hopefully my grandchildren. All my babies will be gone, but when I die and stand before Jesus, He will hand me a brand new baby that will be mine to rock and cuddle for all of eternity! That thought makes me happy! I pray that you will find comfort! And I pray that you will be blessed with a precious little baby that you will carry to term and spoil so much once you have it in your arms. Just know, there is a reason for everything, even if it's as simple as to make you appreciate with all your heart the baby that He is going to give you! If you want to talk or vent or cry or whatever, please feel free to email me at [email protected] I'm so so sorry!

 

fara - May 10

HI CyndiG.. thank u so much! well,u r right that it hurts when no one wants to talks abt it..i guess we only have ourselves to help get thru it..but thanks..i realli appreciate ur reply n thots..:)

 

Betzy - May 10

Fara, I just wanted to tell you that I am very sorry for your loss and that I will keep you in my prayers. I don't really know what to say in a situation like this, but if you need someone to listen, I am here...

 

fara - May 10

hi betzy..thanks alot..its a dificult time & i have to pull thru it.. it will b easier with help n support frm this site.. :)

 

princess_20 - May 11

Hi fara i just lost my baby also. i had an ectopic pregnancy and got 2 shots of methotrexate for it on May 2nd. i was 6 weeks along and that was the hardest thing ive ever had to do...give them the OK to give me the shots to dissolve that pregnancy. so if you need someone to talk to im here for you too.

 

kellie - May 11

I just wanted to say that your stories broke my heart. I am so sorry for your loss, I can't imagine what you are going through.

 

singlem0m - May 11

I'm so sorry Fara. I haven't been in your situation so I can't imagine what it feels like, but I offer my condolences.

 

fara - May 11

hey princess_20..i recall u posted a bfp thread right? i'm so sori..i hope ur next pregnancy will b normal n healthy..the pain is realli killing..its hurts so much..esp when i see another pregnant lady..but i feel happi 4 them at the same time.. all the rest who replied.. thanks 4 ur support.. xx at least we have each other.

 

princess_20 - May 12

Hi Fara yes i did post a BFP thread but 12 days later i found out it was an ectopic. and i feel the same way when i see a pregnant woman. im happy for them but at the same time im jealous and thinking why do they get to have their baby and i cant have mine? Are you planning on trying again? Im planning on trying as soon as my doctor gives me the OK.

 

Been There - May 12

Fara, my heart goes out to you. I know how it feels to lose a child. I know how it feels to envy a pregnant woman every time you see her belly. All the baby and maternity sales seem to just jump out at you. I also know what it's like to want to give up so that you don't have to face the possibility of losing another child. Please don't lose hope. Even though I had given up, here I am again. I share this to let you know that it really doesn't have to be the end. Time will heal the wound so it's not so deep, even though the memory will be there. But you can go on and you don't have to stop trying. Your time will come. I just wish I could give you a big hug right now and tell you it will be alright.

 

fara - May 13

u ladies are great.. thank u all so much for the replies..i feel better now..i'm just waiting for the time to try again..i wish i knew when the 'right' time is..gud luck to all of u who r trying again..God bless.

 

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