I'm a 30 year old guy who for the past 7 years has been going out of his way to impregnate older women, basically as an unofficial sperm donor (I never get involved romantically with them or promise any sort of relationship or support whatsoever). I'm not entirely sure how many children I've fathered because not all women keep in touch after falling pregnant but we're easily talking several dozen at least.
I'm here to ask for some female advice and opinions, I've met an amazing lady that I hope to one day marry and have children with (kids that I actually raise). I have two questions/concerns:
1. I'm not sure if I should confess my past activities to her.
2. I'm not sure I could stop impregnating other women on the side, the instinct/compulsion (even addiction) is extremely powerful.
She's definitely an open-minded person but I find it diffuclt to believe that any woman could ever be fine with what I've done and what I might continue to do. I know there are a few ladies who have a fetish regarding their man sleeping with other women but actually impregnating other women is another thing entirely.
I understand this is quite a controversial topic and believe me I wish I could flick a switch and turn my instincts off but seeing as I can't seem to find a way to do that I feel the next best approach is 100% honesty and straightforwardness.
Feel free to chime in with opinions, advice and even abuse, I want to know how real women really feel about this.