I Feel Like Screaming

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cindi - May 8

i just need to vent so please bear with me. i just feel so lonely, depressed, angry. i cannot get a handle on things. today i had a really explosive fight with my child's father because he was at his ex girlfriends house. Mind you, i have not seen him in over a week. when he told me he was there, i became enraged like i never have before. at that moment, i felt like i could kill. i just want this all to be over, i am miserable. i have no support from him and that's what i want so desperately. i have tried talking to him, fighting with him, reasoning with him...nothing works. i feel lost and do not know what to do. my head has been pounding since earlier and i am having cramps. i know this all stress related and i have to stop letting things get to me like this or else i am going to have this baby way before august. i want to feel happy agin. i am so sick and tired of being like this. today, for the first time, i wanted a cigarette and a drink. (would never, never do that to my baby but for the 1st time since december the urge hit me.) i just want o run away from everything. i need to find some peace within my self although i do not know how. hope i didnt ramble on too long...just needed to get that off my chest. thank you for "listening"

 

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