My Story And Thoughts

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Jen - October 10

Well here it is i stopped my birthcontrol when I messed up a part of me wanted a baby and the other really didnt care and wasnt thinking I did this for about two years. I thought I couldnt by then, but in the last months I had a awaking I thought to myself how foolish and careless are you its not just your life it is three lifes so I started back on the bc but then low and behold I am pregnant. I feel guilty but I know I did the right thing in the end, I never told my boyfriend how stupid I was before and ask God to help me and my baby. I know you girls think its cutie to have a baby and be pregnant but think it through its not all fun and games. I know what I was doing before was wrong but in a way I am happy that when I did get pregnant I was making the right choice. I do real guilty of how I acted before and I know God has forgiven me, please to all you girls wait to get pregnant if I could turn back time I would never be so stupid and careless. You have your freedom and have all the time in the world to have babies dont go out and look for it one day it will find you. I wish someone would of told me that when I had the choice. Be smart and think it through, I know that at the time the thought of being pregnant seems amazing and I would be a liar if I didnt say it was but what I wouldnt give to be back were I was before, you just take it for granted. I just needed to talk, God bless and thanks for listening.

 

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