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Amber - January 11

I am 19 with a soon-to be 2 year old in March. I just recently found out I was pregnant...again. And I am stressing. It is hard, but I made it through. I finished high school. I furthered my education, and am now going to school to become a medical assistant. I will be done with this schooling in April. So you CAN make it. Just because you are young anf pregnant or have a child, doesnt mean you dont have anything to look forward to. My son's father and I are still together, and are stressing because we dont know if we can do it all over again, and so soon. It's hard enough with just my son. I dont know if I can do it with another baby. His dad works during the day, I go to school at night, so he can watch him, and work on the weekends. I just dont know if I will be able to do it again. I wanted to wait until he was at least five. .....wait until we were more established with everything. Ever since I found out I was pregnant again, I cant sleep at night anymore, I;'m just up all night thinking and worrying about it. I am also diabetic, not GD but type 1...I've had it for 11 yrs. So it's another fear of is this child going to be ok. My son was, but who knows if I'll get lucky again. Being diabetic I am considered "high risk". I had 4-5 doctor appts a WEEK with my son, I dont know how I'd be able to do it again....where would I find the time?! Ahhh I'm so stressed. I know things happen for a reason, and God doesn't give you what you can handle. But, God, I hope that's true. So if any of you need advice I'm not here to talk down to you, as I've been reading on here. I'm here to lend a supportive ear. Because I know, sometimes all it takes is someone who's been there, and who will listen. SO email me if you'd like.. at [email protected] This is my first time on here, so I'll try to check back tomorrow of any posts. But, if you really need to talk, email me...dont reply back on here, that way I can make sure I get it. Stay strong!!



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